fall is here?

well oct. is almost over and I can't believe it. we lost internet when the neighbor we were taking it from moved...oh well. I'm getting so excited for the holidays because this year I get to start seeing it through childs eyes again. maybe soon I will be able to post via a computer soon but we'll see. we're hoping to find a bigger place...so maybe fall and winter will bring some awesome new changes

time flies by

I can't believe it's been almost two months since my last post. Maybe it's because I've had a lot of changes.
I got a new job. I love working at the bank, it's hard sometimes being away from Kamuela and I sometimes feel like a bad mother for not being stay at home. I love that fact that my husband and son have now bonded and I'm just mommy:) And maybe I'm sensitive about the issue, but I have definitely felt like I've had to defend my choice to go back to work when talking to other moms. But some of those moms are trust fund babies who don't need to work to provide for their child. We need two paychecks and until we have our landscaping empire I gotta do what I gotta do.

It's amazing how quickly Kamu is growing and changing. he's cutting two teeth. He's starting to hate his bottle and only wants solids. I love watching him study things and I can't believe 4 months have gone by.

I couldn't ask for a better husband. He's definitely in the running for father of the year, and every day I see him taking care of his family.

I appreciate my parents and my in-laws who watch Kamuela whenever we need them too.

I appreciate sleep as well. When I get it.

I appreciate 5:30 am when it's quiet out, the sun is rising and I'm taking my morning run. And that one surprises me!

I guess I should make an effort more to update my blog, but I don't want to write about my life and miss out and spending time living my life. but right now the baby's asleep and I've got my weekend ahead of me!

so many changes

I can't believe how much time has elapsed since my last blog. My son has grown so much and it's been amazing to watch how everyday he grows into his own. I have returned to work, which wasn't as hard as I thought it would be. Turned in my two week notice, which came and went with little to do. And will start my new job on Monday. I am excited for the future, I'm excited to realize that I am an adult. My work clothes will differ from my weekend clothes. I will have a weekend again.

It's amazing how God worked things out, I thought the job had been filled by someone else, and just as I was about to begin my hunt again, I got the call. There are moments I want to panic about the future, budgeting for that future, my work schedule, going to Oahu for a week of training, and then I just tell myself: right when I was reaching the breaking point, God provided. I'm not saying every breaking point ends with success for me, but the continual lesson that God truly does care about his kids, and wants to take care of them. It has nothing to do with worthiness, or anything I've done, but because he is great.